Peace

It seems like life is full of change these days.  New places, new things.  People coming, people going.  It never really stops, and I suppose it never really will.  I used to be one who hated change.  When the assigned seating got switched in school - my stomach would be in knots.  When I moved to the cities after I graduated high school - I hated every single second of it for quite some time.  I thought it was unnecessary and painful.  I wanted everything to stay the same, and everyone I loved to be close by me.  As I'm sure you know, life does not work that way.

Since I moved home a few months ago and had foot surgery I have had many days to simply think.  Sometimes I can get resentful as I think of the people I miss or the unknown times ahead of me.  Uncertainty easily grabs a foothold and fear takes over my heart.  However, in those moments when I finally calm down enough to take a breath there is always that still, small voice saying, "Don't worry, I've got you."

I can't tell you how thankful I am for the peace that God gives.

A little bit of variety was added into my life today, and I was able to see many friends from different parts of my life.  I had several quick hellos and goodbyes which came too soon.  Often days like this leave me feeling sad and confused, struggling to make sense of where I fit into life and what my future holds.  But tonight, after a full day, I only feel grateful.  Instead of fear, the hope for tomorrow is filling my heart.   Change is inevitable, and you can either let it destroy you or let it grow you.  When I cling to the promise that God will never leave me or forsake me I am able to accept the change in my life and in my dear friends' lives. I cannot wait to see where each tomorrow takes us and the beautiful lessons God has in store.

May He be glorified in each season of our lives.